My name is Nathania, or lavenderpeace as some people in the world may know me as. I am finally in university, studying Nutritional and Nutraceutical Sciences.
Living a comfortable life full with high and low times, and despite it all I love it.
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Hello!
I'm typing this from Montreal, Quebec! I've been gone a lot for an entire week, from camping at Algonquin Park (Mew Lake) to Montreal centre-ville, its been pretty hectic!
I'm helping Cae move into RVC (Royal Victoria College), the residence she's staying at, while studying in McGill. Its insane, knowing that she is leaving for an entire year, and I'm going to do the same next year.
Montreal is really pretty. Despite it was raining today, and the old architecture. Loving it, plus I GOT A BLAZER! I've been eyeing it for quite some time, so I am very very VERYY happy with my purchase. Ecstatic!
We're leaving tomorrow, back to Toronto, where the business really begins. I need to basically get busy for Luke, etc etc.
gotta go. going to the giant orange...? :S
whatever. BYE!
6:44 PM
Tuesday, August 03, 2010
Note: It can get pretty offensive. Graphic, annoying, etc. IDK. I WARNED YOU.
Is it just me, or is it like parents stopped using please and thank you? Because in my case, IT SEEMS SO. Like is it so hard to ask? You tell us to respect you, but why not respect us back instead of ordering us around like we're your slaves. Or servants. whatever. I know its "My house my rules" kinda way, but AT LEAST could a simple "please" and "thank you" be added into your vocabulary when speaking to younger people?! Gosh. just because you're older and supposedly "wiser" due to empirical theories sort of crap, manners don't just leave you.
On top of that, its like... okay I know we're supposed to be Christian, love and praise God and Jesus and Mary stuff like that, but if you want my FAITH to grow, like jeez back off. Stop overwhelming me with it. Its depleting because it feels so forced, and everytime I tell you, all you do is just yell back at me saying you aren't. Okay, so because I don't go pray today, you make me do it against my will? Dude, you never even saw me behind the door praying with more sincerity I ever will in front of your FACE. Kay so you have ENDLESS intentions for like INCREASE OF FAITH but how is that possible if someone is SHOVING IT IN YOUR FACE. There's no Middle way, no moderation between the two. To you, its like PRAY OR I'LL FORCE YOU TO PRAY! You never understood me, you never tried to leave me alone and do it by myself, and when i'm comfortable enough just do it with the family with intense sincerity. I know he means well, but it sucks for me, and he doesn't understand how I feel. Thinking sending me away will do me good, I highly doubt it.
I'm just so tired of being forced to do things. All everything would be is unhappiness and you wouldn't get what you want. Why can't there be a Middle Way?
10:57 PM
