My name is Nathania, or lavenderpeace as some people in the world may know me as. I am finally in university, studying Nutritional and Nutraceutical Sciences.
Living a comfortable life full with high and low times, and despite it all I love it.
Thursday, October 04, 2007
Its been i think a few years since i've used this... anyways
so much has changed. Fortunately, not many people will find this place.. ^^
I've moved on to high school. Finally!
don't you ever get that gut feeling that no one really cares about your actions?
no i'm not going depressed again. Just... kinda saddened by what's been going on lately.
i miss so many things. I mean, i miss old memories, and actually trying to be someone that you've hid for so many years is so hard. Trying to keep up with homework, getting used to smiling all the time, and hair out of my face. I don't get a time where i could be... sad and lonely. and think of what's been happening and what's my next move.
i think i might like someone, but we're not good friends yet so i can't really say. Many tell me that i'm the only one that he does something, but i feel weird. I mean, i've always thought guys would only like me as a friend. If you remember what happened to Michael, he never liked me that way. I was just always a friend. I can't wait for the Thanksgiving Holiday where i can be alone... and maybe hopefully find my dreams and somehow make them come true... later on in my life. Not just yet. =]
and yes, i'm thinking that way. ;) but don't worry. its just temporary. I'm sorry if someone's mind wandered off somewhere gory, but hey! Old habits die HARD.
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