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My name is Nathania, or lavenderpeace as some people in the world may know me as. I am finally in university, studying Nutritional and Nutraceutical Sciences.
Living a comfortable life full with high and low times, and despite it all I love it.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
We never know how lucky we are until someone close to us becomes unlucky.
In such a way, it is only then we start to count our blessings. All sorts of negative energy disappears, leaving only fear and hope that nothing like that is upon our lives or others we know. If that is not preventable, then to wish only for the best of them. Little do people know that death is... well, happy.
Obviously everyone focuses on the negative side first. Is it not always like that? Whenever we are faced with a challenge, we rarely ever focus on the positive, but only how we could fail and become unsuccessful. Why can we not always focus on how we can overcome a challenge with only a few minor scrapes and scars, and emerge a champion? A scar as a souvenir of difficult conquests, filled with joy and pride. I think that is how people should look at everything. But hey, that is just me.
I apologize to those who check my blog daily for any updates. I have been very busy and trying to cope with my incapability of time management. My mind has always been wandering off more frequently now, and I feel tired more easily. Am I subjected to any illness soon? Perhaps, for the pressure is slowly building as the next month or so draws to its conclusion. Another school year ends, one less year left with all the people I have met and learned to love. I am starting to be depressed...
because of the future. Always looking ahead to perhaps hypothesize what will happen next. University applications, endless pages devoted to essays for a scholarship, tears waiting to be shed when the final goodbye comes. I have been thinking and have tried to change my future path. I feel as if I cannot uphold the pressures that come along with life sciences for it is a very competitive course. So I hope to switch my path a little to food, nutrition and health. It sounds very exciting, for everyone loves food right? We always urge others to eat healthily but always end up eating countless amounts of junk food, and increasing the obesity rates. No one has really develop some way to change eating habits for the better. I think that... it would be fun. Everyone loves food right? Because I know I do. I hope that if I could be successful in this, I could change the world with food as weapons. HAHAHAH!~
This marks the end. I must continue at composing a dystopian essay based on George Orwell's renowned novel 1984. Wish me luck and I do hope to update more soon. C=
p.s. Get better soon Chris! If you're considerably 'better', hope you recover quickly! If not, message me and trust me, I have more up my... sleeve. :P
8:06 PM
Monday, May 03, 2010
what if the person you love all of a sudden lost its present tense and only had past tense, and the one you loved gained its present tense back. Would that be turn out to be the worst thing happened ever?
Nope... not really. Not in my context anyways. Don't get me wrong here. You have to read this VERRRYY carefully.
I love my best friend. My best friend is a guy. He is the most awesome person ever. I would love to go shopping with him one day, because he probably has a refined shopping sense compared to me. Also, he knows his stuff. YAY! LOL
I miss him. Though he only went away for a bit, it seems like we did not end off our conversation very well. Watch though, because when he comes back I will attack him with a hug. teehee.
With someone I really care for, it is hard. After fearing him so much, there is a dramatic change in the atmosphere. Even Sharon realized the difference. There's so much tension, awkwardness, though I am trying not to. I tried to hold back tears and my fear when I got closer to him. Any physical touch is a bit awkward, besides poking him. I am trying to get back to normal... whatever that is.
Back to math!
6:00 PM
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
We never know how lucky we are until someone close to us becomes unlucky.
In such a way, it is only then we start to count our blessings. All sorts of negative energy disappears, leaving only fear and hope that nothing like that is upon our lives or others we know. If that is not preventable, then to wish only for the best of them. Little do people know that death is... well, happy.
Obviously everyone focuses on the negative side first. Is it not always like that? Whenever we are faced with a challenge, we rarely ever focus on the positive, but only how we could fail and become unsuccessful. Why can we not always focus on how we can overcome a challenge with only a few minor scrapes and scars, and emerge a champion? A scar as a souvenir of difficult conquests, filled with joy and pride. I think that is how people should look at everything. But hey, that is just me.
I apologize to those who check my blog daily for any updates. I have been very busy and trying to cope with my incapability of time management. My mind has always been wandering off more frequently now, and I feel tired more easily. Am I subjected to any illness soon? Perhaps, for the pressure is slowly building as the next month or so draws to its conclusion. Another school year ends, one less year left with all the people I have met and learned to love. I am starting to be depressed...
because of the future. Always looking ahead to perhaps hypothesize what will happen next. University applications, endless pages devoted to essays for a scholarship, tears waiting to be shed when the final goodbye comes. I have been thinking and have tried to change my future path. I feel as if I cannot uphold the pressures that come along with life sciences for it is a very competitive course. So I hope to switch my path a little to food, nutrition and health. It sounds very exciting, for everyone loves food right? We always urge others to eat healthily but always end up eating countless amounts of junk food, and increasing the obesity rates. No one has really develop some way to change eating habits for the better. I think that... it would be fun. Everyone loves food right? Because I know I do. I hope that if I could be successful in this, I could change the world with food as weapons. HAHAHAH!~
This marks the end. I must continue at composing a dystopian essay based on George Orwell's renowned novel 1984. Wish me luck and I do hope to update more soon. C=
p.s. Get better soon Chris! If you're considerably 'better', hope you recover quickly! If not, message me and trust me, I have more up my... sleeve. :P
8:06 PM
Monday, May 03, 2010
what if the person you love all of a sudden lost its present tense and only had past tense, and the one you loved gained its present tense back. Would that be turn out to be the worst thing happened ever?
Nope... not really. Not in my context anyways. Don't get me wrong here. You have to read this VERRRYY carefully.
I love my best friend. My best friend is a guy. He is the most awesome person ever. I would love to go shopping with him one day, because he probably has a refined shopping sense compared to me. Also, he knows his stuff. YAY! LOL
I miss him. Though he only went away for a bit, it seems like we did not end off our conversation very well. Watch though, because when he comes back I will attack him with a hug. teehee.
With someone I really care for, it is hard. After fearing him so much, there is a dramatic change in the atmosphere. Even Sharon realized the difference. There's so much tension, awkwardness, though I am trying not to. I tried to hold back tears and my fear when I got closer to him. Any physical touch is a bit awkward, besides poking him. I am trying to get back to normal... whatever that is.
