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My name is Nathania, or lavenderpeace as some people in the world may know me as. I am finally in university, studying Nutritional and Nutraceutical Sciences.
Living a comfortable life full with high and low times, and despite it all I love it.
Monday, March 09, 2009
Excuses - all i can make, all i can think about.
I'm stupid okay? No matter what you say, I will always think that way. You deserve someone better. Someone who beats themselves up pretty much on a daily basis, wants you but yet pushes you away. Do you think you deserve someone like this? No. You're kind-hearted, patient, kind, and can treasure someone like no one else can. You need someone who could do the same back.
I know. Looking beyond the outer things, you see true colours. I don't know what my true colours are. I could be kind, but that's hidden underneath a thick layer of insecurity. I'm so scared of rejection, everything Kay. This isn't okay or normal. I ruined everything with you, things I've been working on for years. Ruined. Because of me.
I'm sorry Kay. I'm so sorry.
7:54 PM
Monday, March 09, 2009
Excuses - all i can make, all i can think about.
I'm stupid okay? No matter what you say, I will always think that way. You deserve someone better. Someone who beats themselves up pretty much on a daily basis, wants you but yet pushes you away. Do you think you deserve someone like this? No. You're kind-hearted, patient, kind, and can treasure someone like no one else can. You need someone who could do the same back.
I know. Looking beyond the outer things, you see true colours. I don't know what my true colours are. I could be kind, but that's hidden underneath a thick layer of insecurity. I'm so scared of rejection, everything Kay. This isn't okay or normal. I ruined everything with you, things I've been working on for years. Ruined. Because of me.
